March 15, 2010

Blowing In The Wind

So I have been learning some really tough lessons in life lately and feel like a leaf blowing in the wind sometimes. I feel like every emotion wants to simultaneously be poured out of my body. In a constant tailspin so many people are angry with me and yet my husband is not. He has shown a true understanding and example of unconditional love. He and I are getting along now better than ever, we have deconstructed our relationship and are rebuilding from a foundation of friendship. It's funny because I know the people hurting me do not do it from a place of malice but love. (I hope) Perhaps they do and I am being naive again but I will give them the benefit of the doubt that it comes from love and they just want what is best for my husband and children.


  1. And they do ~ I do. Who could possibly want to hurt such a wonderful, goofy, lovable person who makes us laugh so with that wicked sense of humor? We all care deeply for you, your husband, and your boys and speak only with words of love, that may sting at times.

    With that said... tappity ...tap, tap.

  2. I do Love you with all that I am. You are my Best Friend, Partner and Soulmate! You are the most amazing women that I have ever met or will meet, Best mother that I have seen and the Best friend anyone can ask for.

  3. It's good to hear a smile in your words! Sounds like you have one wonderful husband -- and he has one amazing wife! Wishing you all the best.