March 15, 2010
Blowing In The Wind
So I have been learning some really tough lessons in life lately and feel like a leaf blowing in the wind sometimes. I feel like every emotion wants to simultaneously be poured out of my body. In a constant tailspin so many people are angry with me and yet my husband is not. He has shown a true understanding and example of unconditional love. He and I are getting along now better than ever, we have deconstructed our relationship and are rebuilding from a foundation of friendship. It's funny because I know the people hurting me do not do it from a place of malice but love. (I hope) Perhaps they do and I am being naive again but I will give them the benefit of the doubt that it comes from love and they just want what is best for my husband and children.